1.How
How could you question God's existence when you question God
himself？
Why would you ask for God's assistance if you wouldn't take the
help？
If you're gone, then I need you
If you're gone, then how is any of this real？
When I'm on, I believe you
When I'm not, my knees don't even seem to feel
How could you tell me that I'm great
When they chew me up, spit me out, pissed on me？
Why would you tell me that it's fate
When they laughed at me, every day, in my face？
They say the end is coming sooner
But the end's already here
I said today is but a rumor
That we'll laugh at in a year
Or two, or three, or four, or five, whatever
How？
How could you tell me that I'm great？
How？
How could you tell me that it's fate？
How？
2.Afraid
When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place
When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place
Make that money, fake that bunny, ache my tummy
On the fence, all the time
Paint young honey, face so sunny, ain't that funny
All my friends always lie to me
I know they're thinking
You're too mean, I don't like you, fuck you anyway
You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs
It hurts but I won't fight you
You suck anyway
You make me wanna die, right when I
When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place
When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might end up being me
Keep on dreaming, don't stop giving, fight those demons
Sell your soul, not your whole self
If they see you when you're sleeping, make them leave it
And I can't even see if it's all there anymore so
You're too mean, I don't like you, fuck you anyway
You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs
It hurts but I won't fight you
You suck anyway
You make me wanna die, right when I
When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place
When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might end up being me
Being me and only me
Feeling scared to breathe
If you leave me then I'll be afraid of everything
That makes me anxious, gives me patience, calms me down
Lets me face this, let me sleep, and when I wake up
Let me breathe
When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place
When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might end up being me
3.Everybody's Watching Me (Uh Oh)
I told you I would tell you everything you want to know
You want me to tell you now
To think that I would count you out
I let you find it on your own
Then I found myself alone
Uh oh, where can I go？
Everybody's watching me
Uh oh, where can I go？
Everybody's watching me
Ooh ooh, what can I do
If you're not here to tell you？
Uh oh, where can I go？
Everybody's watching me
I go through all the trouble of keeping it within my walls
I try to be as subtle as I can
Assume that nothing needs me, all I've done defeats me
It looks like you were right again
And again
The more I want in, the more I want in
The less I know, the less I know
But I forgot it, I forgot it
I'll be alone, I'll be alone, I'll be alone
With everybody watching me
Watching me, watching me, me, me
They're watching me, me, me
Watching me, me, me, me
Everybody's watching me
4.Let It Go
I'm from a little city with expensive taste,
Where the cars don't run until the engine breaks.
Wasn't spending pennies on massive things,
But invested in mess with this recipe.
Couldn't quite see what the future held
And as days went by it would tell itself.
Let it struggle just a little bit more,
Let it struggle just a little bit more.
Remember what the people said,
Remember what the people said,
When it's said and done,
Let it go.
Remember what the people said,
Remember what the people said,
When it's said and done,
Let it go.
Shouldn't try to fix it if it keeps getting better,
Just let it go, forget it for ever and ever and ever
Don't ever resent a letter inside a single word written,
A little change can play lanes with the right vision.
Couldn't tell what would happen next
But as weeks went by look what turned to best.
Let it struggle just a little more,
Let it struggle just a little bit more, mhm.
Remember what the people said,
Remember what the people said,
When it's said and done,
Let it go.
Remember what the people said,
Remember what the people said,
When it's said and done,
Let it go.
If what they said was all pretend then it'd be different,
If it depended on if anyone was listening,
And I was listening.
And when they said that what I wanted was a figment,
I had to turn the other cheek but I was listening,
Yeah I was listening, listening to all.
Remember what the people said,
Remember what the people said,
When it's said and done,
Let it go.
Remember what the people said,
Remember what the people said,
When it's said and done,
Let it go.
Remember what the people said,
Remember what the people said,
I wasn't listening,
I wasn't listening, listening at all.
Remember what the people said,
Remember what the people said,
Oh I wasn't listening,
I wasn't listening, listening at all.
(At all at all at all )
At all,
At all.
5.Alleyways
If things were different, we were young
Skinny dipping, having fun, I remember
Back in 1991, when the story first begun, I remember (I
remember)
All of these shells, holding the things I've done
I knew myself before I knew anyone
And cause we all chew gum, we all have fun with water guns
La da da da da da, da da dum dum dum
And we all grew up, shit got tough
Shit just wasn't simple enough
And whenever the sun came out, we played
(We didn't want to get older, we didn't want to get older)
We would run on the block all night and day
(We didn't want to get older)
What a mistake, saying the way I felt
I say my name influences myself
And cause I started young, I learned it done, I didn't run
La da da da da da
I was scared as fuck and out of touch, and I was still testing
my luck, oh
And whenever the sun came out, we played
(We didn't want to get older, we didn't want to get older)
We would run on the block all night and day
(We didn't want to get older, we didn't want to get older)
And whenever the sun came out, we played
(We didn't want to get older, we didn't want to get older)
I left myself in the alleyway
If things were different, we were young
Skinny dipping, having fun, I remember
(I left myself in the alleyway)
All I wanted would become everything I ever loved, I remember
(I left myself in the alleyway)
6.W.D.Y.W.F.M
Tonight's a go, she got that look in her eyes
Kaleidoscope, but that's only half the time
Three days before she told me that I don't even try
She's crazy, through, I guess there's something wrong inside
Maybe you're right, maybe this is all that I can be
But what if it's you, and it wasn't me？
What do you want from me？
What do you want from me？
Four weeks ahead, I thought that I should think some more
I'm fucked in the head, and my mind is turning into a whore
Five months go by, and I thought about letting her go
She's crazy, though, and I guess she took control
Oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no
Maybe she's right, maybe I'm wrong
Maybe we'll fight 'til it moves us along
I can't deny writing a song
Hoping she'll find she's not alone
7.Flawless
She planned ahead for a year, he said 'Let's play it by ear'
She didn't want him to run, he didn't want her to fear
Nobody said it'd be easy, they knew it was rough
But, tough luck
I fell in love today, there aren't any words you can say
That could ever get my mind to change
She's enough for me, she's in love with me
You're a doll, you are flawless
But I just can't wait for love to destroy us
I just can't wait for love
You're only flaw, you are flawless
But I just can't wait for love to destroy us
I just can't wait for love
So, she put his heart in a bag, he wouldn't ask for it back
He didn't want her to cry, she didn't want to be sad
She said, 'You better not leave me'
This shit'll be fucked for days and weeks and months, but
Add it all up, I can find it
The problem with love is I'm blinded by
It rattles my lungs, but my mind is
Tangled between your little flaws
Your flaws, your flaws, your flaws
Wait for love, I won't wait for love
Wait for love, I won't wait for love
Wait for love
8.Staying Up
No food to eat, all the money's been wasted from last week
I can't even leave, so I sleep in the basement, making up rap
beats
Hot cup of tea, it's four o'clock in the middle of the night,
and I can't sleep
It's all on the peak, so bad I can taste it while it eats me
How can I sleep if I don't have dreams？
I just have nightmares
How can it be？
I still believe something is out there
Some part of me feels a little bit naked and empty
I'm stuck underneath a few dirty old blankets to comfort me
And there's a light, and I can see why I'm still alive
Mommy won't lie, cause if she did, I would've died
All the time I sit and try, you think I'd be down
Every night, I'm sick and why, oh, I'm staying up this time
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